Gumption - I got None
Maybe I'll get over it, maybe Iwon't. The highlight of my day is seeing my son and having the dog get all excited when I get home from work. The dog is like my shadow when I'm home and has to be near me most all the time. I'm down on myself for the path I have taken and what had been envisioned when younger.
There are people out there who have it worse but I can't worry about them right now, I have my own to worry about. Tired of money issues, tired of the economy, tired of bad news, tired of having just enough to get by, tired of doing something extra to make some cash to put towards something then having something come up to take it, tired of being made to feel guilty for wanting, tired of not wanting to get up in the morning because I know it just means more of the same, And tired of being patient for what never comes. There is no gumption because life stinks right now and at the moment I'm just plain tired of it.